I'm not going to tell you "You're beautiful, you're funny, you're cute, you're the nicest person I know." I'm not going to tell you this, simply because, those are just words. They can lighten the mood, but when you are feeling down, really, really down, that won't even cut into making you feel better.
When you were younger, you didn't go to school, and the funny part about that, is I feel as if those were the best part of my life... Before I had to go to school... I would give ANYTHING in the world, anything, if I didn't have to go to school...
The people around you influence you ALL the time. When you see someone look at you and chuckle a little bit, you start to feel insecure, don't you? When you hear someone faintly say your name while whispering to someone else, you're self-esteem is knocked down a little bit, isn't it? When someone puts food on your face in front of everyone in your grade, and another grade, you feel like crawling under a rock forever, and ever, and ever, don't you?
THIS is normal, because other peoples view of you takes a toll on how you view yourself. I don't understand why, but to be honest, we have to FIGHT so hard with our human instincts everyday to be a GOOD person. And other peoples opinions effect your opinions on other people.
Please don't ask me to explain that, because I can't, not even if I Googled it. I think the point that I'm trying to get at is, actually, I don't have a point. My point WAS all of that...
