Changes?

    I've changed the blog because I've changed a lot since I've made this blog. I'm not really that much of an outcast anymore, so I'm sorry if the title is misleading in any way. I'm also going into my sophomore year of highschool this September. I'm still Zaynah, just a more mature, more accepted Zaynah. I love Caleb, and I know I said that about Jon, but I was also 12 years old, and I understand that I'm only 15 (as of August 3rd this year) but I understand how I feel about him. It's more than picking flower petals, holding hands in the hallway, Netflix movies, roadtrips, short naps together, watching each other dream, holding each other just because, it's so much more than that. It's like being addicted to a drug, you can't go without it after you can't go without it without getting sick or cry or get the shakes. It's how I feel about him. 
    Off topic. Anyways, it changed, but I'm still here for teenage outcasts, because I was MOST DEFINITELY there last year. I remember what it was like. If you need help just e-mail me. (zay.and.caybear@gmail.com) Stay strong. Don't hurt yourself, think about your family. Imagine a younger sibling or family member finding you passed away. Think about your future husband/wife, your future kids, if you kill yourself now, they will never exist. Highschool/middle school/elementary school ends someday, just remember that, people DO mature, and it DOES get better, I promise. Stay strong beauties!<3

                  ~ZaynahB <3

Writing A Story?

    So I've decided to pull through and write a story. I've always had lots of creative writing inspirations somewhere in my noodle. But the fact that I'm actually trying is new for me. I've had some problems with stories. So no, it is not my first attempt at writing one. But, the embarrassing part is the old stories I would write would just be like, fantasies and what not. (Actually they were just sex stories written by like 10 year old me... yeah.) But anyways, I am actually trying to like, have a plot and what not in this one. The two main characters are Preslie Gryphon, and Jason Coles. 
    I put together some tips on writing a story for everybody!:    
      1. Stay focused!
            -cut out any and all distractions if you want to
             get a certain amount done-
            2. Don't push yourself!
            -try not to force yourself to write, because 
             you can make yourself lose inspiration and lose
             interest in your story-
            3. Don't write what's expected!
            -don't write what you want to happen, because
       that's probably what is expected to happen and 
       you always want to keep the reader guessing and
       always on his/her toes!-
      4. Not always happy-ever-after!
            -not all stories end happily, don't be afraid to end 
             with a heart-wrenching tearjerker (especially if you
       want to add a sequel)-


   So I really hoped I helped in some way, I'll update this post if I ever come across more tips that are helping me. I'm posting every day almost now, I'll come up with more of a balanced schedule, but for now, I'll keep up! I promise!
   But anyways, keep a look out for more posts.
              ~Live*Laugh*Love~

*OH MY GOSH, the ENTIRE time I was typing this there were bugs all over my room because summer is just like that-_- I hate this part of NY*

             ~ZaynahB <3