Changes?

    I've changed the blog because I've changed a lot since I've made this blog. I'm not really that much of an outcast anymore, so I'm sorry if the title is misleading in any way. I'm also going into my sophomore year of highschool this September. I'm still Zaynah, just a more mature, more accepted Zaynah. I love Caleb, and I know I said that about Jon, but I was also 12 years old, and I understand that I'm only 15 (as of August 3rd this year) but I understand how I feel about him. It's more than picking flower petals, holding hands in the hallway, Netflix movies, roadtrips, short naps together, watching each other dream, holding each other just because, it's so much more than that. It's like being addicted to a drug, you can't go without it after you can't go without it without getting sick or cry or get the shakes. It's how I feel about him. 
    Off topic. Anyways, it changed, but I'm still here for teenage outcasts, because I was MOST DEFINITELY there last year. I remember what it was like. If you need help just e-mail me. (zay.and.caybear@gmail.com) Stay strong. Don't hurt yourself, think about your family. Imagine a younger sibling or family member finding you passed away. Think about your future husband/wife, your future kids, if you kill yourself now, they will never exist. Highschool/middle school/elementary school ends someday, just remember that, people DO mature, and it DOES get better, I promise. Stay strong beauties!<3

                  ~ZaynahB <3